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This can't be right

Sep. 4th, 2010 | 03:13 pm

Last night with nothing at all like I would've expected (hoped)

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You've abandoned me

Aug. 8th, 2010 | 07:16 am




Love don't live here anymore.

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?

Jun. 27th, 2010 | 03:24 am

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying

And I'll be begging you, baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying
What do I have to do to make you see she can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah

You keep telling me, baby there will come a time
When you will leave her arms and forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear to love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay?

I can't take it any longer but my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute after all that I've put in it
I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay? I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, you can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go, there is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah, oh

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Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again

Jun. 26th, 2010 | 11:56 pm

Out where the stones lay like bones by the ocean
Out where the waves crash contempt on the land
Someone was trembling for fear of the tempest
Somebody silently reached for their hand
Said, understand that if you're cold I'll keep you warm
And besides, there's so much beauty in a storm
So come down with me to the shore
And what's more, I adore you
So tell me, what is there to fear
You think some seraph up above is trying to rob us of our love
Because the sky's not clear
My dear, you know there's not
Now listen to the rain upon the rooftop
But the wind picked up

Out where the stones stand up like thrones beside the ocean
Out where the waves make a grave of the sea
The lovers struggled in the middle of the tempest
And water angrily crawled up onto the beach
Said, hold my hand and stay with me
We'll be released
But the tide clung like an anchor to her feet
And though he tried to make the water line recede
It pulled her out into the sea
He could not break apart the waves to bring her safely back in
He watched her hand break through the surface once
Then disappear again
Forever wait inside the sea for my, my dear
I hear you
You speak in every curling wave
And sing in every violent breeze
Someday not far away from here
My dear, I swear I'll see you
And we will hear the seraphs cry
For they will still envy you and I
How they envied you and I
How they envied you and I
How they envied you and I

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Change.

Jun. 7th, 2010 | 06:14 pm

I no longer want the things I did before. Not because I'm an indecisive bitch, but because I realized some things never change, and most people never will. I want someone I can love. I want someone I can sleep next to every night and not have to worry if they are going to be sleeping with someone else the next day. I want real love, real REAL love.



ijustwishicouldtellsomeone

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But I realize that I need you, And I wondered if I could come home

May. 22nd, 2010 | 03:50 am

Realized that I do want to be happy. I just don't know how.

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What?

May. 21st, 2010 | 12:46 am

Parts of me are scattered with everyone. I don't think I'm letting myself be happy anymore. Honestly, I don't think I want myself to be happy, almost like I'm happier being unhappy. How can that even be?

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Amazing Race

Apr. 17th, 2010 | 10:57 pm

I don't know where to start. I don't know how it ended. I don't know how this always happens to me. I don't know why I, for one second, thought it wouldn't. It hurts more than anything. My heart is so heavy, there's a storm pouring from my eyes. I'm so lost without you. I love you so much, and I know you know that. I know I fucking showed you, I HANDED IT TO YOU. FUCK. Why am I not good enough? Maybe the excitement of having me back died, maybe you realized I wasn't the one. But what do I lack? I would give anything and everything up for you. I would do absolutely anything you ever asked me to. I've loved you more than anything for years, even if I wasn't allowed to show it. And now I'm lost. I feel like I'm dying. I feel like the whole world just stopped. God damnit I don't know who I am anymore. Please God let this pass. I cannot feel like this anymore, it hurts more this time.

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What the fuck?

Feb. 17th, 2010 | 01:20 pm

What the fuck am I doing. What. The. Fuck. God damn I'm in so over my head with EVERYTHING.

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Ouch

Jan. 31st, 2010 | 07:10 am

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were."



I guess this is how it has to be. I could tell you wanted me to let you go, ever since you said you didn't know if you wanted to be with me anymore. And ever since things just haven't been the same. I love you to death, but I know when it's time to let you do your own thing. I hope you're happy.

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